Am 1

Tertunduk-tunduk jak palak Am nahan ngantuk bila disuruh Ustaz Azmir baca Surah Al-Kahfi satu kelas 1A. Am dahlah sik berapa lancar nak baca Quran. Last nya ngaji masa nya belajar ngaji ngan Pak Karim  darjah 4 dolok. Tok dah berapa tahun dah baruk buka Quran balit.

Tok minggu pertama sidak masuk sekolah. Am dah masuk tingkatan 1. Sebuah pengembaraan baru di sekolah menengah selepas menamatkan pengembaraan jadi biak sekolah rendah. Bukan nya ajak yang ngantok. Biak lain pun hampir semua ngantuk. Ada juak nok tercungap-cungap ngejar bacaan surah Al-Kahfi Ustaz Azmir sebab nya baca laju alu. Bukan kelajuan average biak tingakatan 1 macam sidak. Kira Ustaz Azmir tok dah expert la baca Quran. (Boleh pulak expert haha). Kata Ustaz Azmir tek setiap ari Jumaat sidak kenak baca Al-Kahfi tok berjemaah.

Tang ada sorang jak biak nok dapat ekot bacaan Ustaz Azmir, Mikail. Nang alim juak rupa miak ya. Sejuk mata memandang. Tenang jak upa mukanya. Orang kuat semayang kali. Sidak masih lom kenal gilak satu sama lain sebab baruk 3 hari sidak masuk sekolah. Yang masuk kelas 1A ya pun datang dari macam-macam sekolah rendah sebelum tok.

Masa tok sidak semua yang ngekot matapelajaran Pendidikan Islam ada di Surau SMK Baru. Makin mena la mata sidak ngantok bila duduk atas lante ngan kipas yang deras menyejukkan suasana pagi.

Am dah sik tahan gik dah. Nya perlu bantuan. Dah rebah bena badannya kedepan sampe semua orang perasan nya tek tertido. Nya cepat-cepat angkat palaknya ngan mata sober nya. Adeh. Nang molah malu bena la kali tok, katanya lam ati. Biak empuan nok duduk jauh sikit dari sidak pun ternangga palak nya terguguk ke bawah. Ada la juak terdengar bunyi orang tetak tapok-tapok.

Ustaz Azmir eran sidak bising dibelakang alu noleh, tapi mulutnya sik berenti baca Al-Kahfi. Maklum, orang dah hafal surah ya. Ya nya nangga dak len suma nangga Am ngan mata sober nya. Dari sia nya faham la mun orang tengah bego ngan lucu nangga am dengan ngantok nya yang sik dapat di tahan. Ustaz Azmir sik kesah gilak hal ya kakya nangga balit Quran yang nya baca tadik.

Am tek lalu segar matanya sebab terkejut ngan dirik sendirik yang hampir rebah sebab ngantok....

Kepak Tapi Puas

Aritok tek pegi lawatan sambil belajar di Pasuruan (1 jam dari Surabaya). Mun dipike nang sakit ati juak apa nok jadi pagi-pagi tek, Haha. Dosen dah janji madah pukul 7 bertolak dari kampus. Bila datang kampus pukul 7, kesian nangga Pak Buche nunggu mekrang lain gik mok datang. Van nok kmk org tempah pun lambat datang. Pukol 8 pagi bok berangkat. Sebenanya tok kelas Muamalah D. Aku Muamalah C. Mua D tok kelas biak2 pande. Aku tek masuk kelas sidak khas kelas Lembaga Keuangan Syariah tok. Nang best juak masok kelas sidak tok sebab sidak tok pande kelakar  n kebanyakannya konfiden pun orang.

Jarang dah aku tulis kinek, tapi pengalaman kali tok mena-mena molah aku puas n happy. Nya sik la best ne pun perjalanan kmk orang, tapi aku happy sebab dapat pergi dari rumah aku kat surabaya tok jap, n keluar dengan kawan-kawan baru. Aku just sik mok lupak yang Allah berik aku rasa gembira waktu tok. Sebab ya aku tulis post tok.

Dosen nok mbak kmk orang kali tok Pak Buchee. Nang sempoi orang tua tok. Dah suka buat lawak. Sedih na sebab sik lamak gik mok abis semester. Sekda gik nya ngaja pastok. N aku terkenang masa Pak Salam, Pak Sholihuddin, Pak Taqiyuddin n Pak Fathan ajar. Tem dolok-dolok aku tertunggu-tunggu jak bila kelas sidak ajar. Mesti aku excited nak belajar tem ya kat kelas. Ya jak la tek. Bye.

Try to understand

As a youth, I found that, we always feel depressed about small things. We always do something wrong. And we always act foolishly.

I don't know where to start, but I have always wanted a normal life, A happy life. A life that I always do things in the right way.

But then, again. That is the hardest thing to do.

I thought for a while. Maybe, it is because we are still young and foolish. We don't know things as much as the elders. There is still many things we have to learn to make things right. We have to experience more things so that we can understand the world better.

I always can't mingle with my friends because I found they are loud and annoying to me. I hate people who speak loud as if they wanted the whole world to know what they are saying. And I hate the situation when there is too much foolish jokes around. But, it's just the way they are. Maybe it was because their family just talk like that. Maybe they are too stressed at the moment, and they are making funny jokes to forget their problems.

Oh, I have to learn more about people behaviour so that I can understand people better.

Can I????

People's Opinion

Young people nowdays just don't care about everybody else. All they care is about themselves. It isn't a surprise that no one care about us because we never care about others.

They always say things that hurt someone else, but they don't realise they did the same!

They just throw everything on facebook, twitter or wechat like they own this world, like they are the boss, like they have no parents to be shame of with their words. Well, I too have an opinion, but writing em' on Facebook, Twitter, Instagram or whatever else is just too mainstream now. People just judge us by our social media account. And I'm afraid of that. So it is safer to throw everything here because my words here will be read by those who just want to read it.

Facebook or twitter just full of negative tweet bout life and I don't want to burden everyone else with my silly thought. LOL. Be matured lah people.

Finally- WIFI

Right now, I'm in my 7th semester in Islamic Law in Bussiness. It's kinda cool actually. So, it means that I'm in my fourth year here in Indonesia.

So, for this semester, I only got 3 classes a week. And, you know what? I feel miserable because of that. Because my life-routine circle is disturbed. Yeah. I'm feeling soooo unproductive. As I'm not always outdoors, I'm feeling a bit weak and not energetic as always. And, I'm feeling like a useless person because my life is wasted most on the Instagram and Facebook. LOL

Then, about two weeks ago, I just subscribed wifi for myself in our home. So whoever wants to use it must pay me RP 500 for 2 hours. How cheap is that? I've been waiting to subscribe to wifi since the first semester when I was living with the seniors. But I just don't know how to get it and don't know which mobile network is the best for the area. Thanks God I got it now, and I'm feeling aliveeeeee...

It's been long that I haven't wrote anything in English this long. And it feels awesome to be able to write again with the fast network. Yay!

Setahun Gik

Tadik mak embak shopping meli barang pake balit Surabaya. Macam biasa, favourite place dekat mall. Tapi kali tok tek macam sebak sikit. Sik macam dolok-dolok. Apa yang aku maok kebanyakannya mak aku dapat beli, tapi kinek mak suh beli yang penting ajak.

Sebak rasa sebab aku rasa susahkan mak ajak. Bila nya dah hadkan perbelanjaan, it means that she had not enough money to buy what I want like she always do. Sedangkan belanja untuk aku gik terhad, apa gik untuk ny sendiri. Mesti banyak barang nya sikpat beli untuk dirik nya sebab nak tanggung belanja aku. Sebak abis. 

Mak aku dah tua juak bah. Boleh jadi pangkat nenek dah. Sepatutnya umur 60 an dh sik perlu kerja gik, goyang kaki jak di rumah. Yalah molah aku rasa sik mok sambung belajar dolok pastok sebab rasa sik sampe hati nangga mak bapak bekerja semata-mata mok tanggung kuliah aku. Makin sebak rasa mok tinggalkan Bintulu.. 

Setahun gik. You are stronger than you are..

Test Coba

Assalamualaikum. Alhamdulillah dah tukar handphone baru, boleh lah tulis blog pake handphone jak, sik payah bukak laptop gik. Hehehehe. Imma happy girl :)